since yesterday me and my mom were preparing for the dinner party I am holding for some of my close friends:)I hope they all enjoy...I have prepared so many things;)yummy....okay Ordov is "kashke bademjoon"and "most va esfenaj" and Taco, for the main course we have "dolmeh", "baghale polo ba morgh", "khorake jegar", "mosaka" and ofcourse the deseart we have, butter scotch cream, Jello(3 colors) and cake :) and lots of other goodies;) hope they enjoy it as well as me:)
but now I am really tired hope they come early...

this is the first year that I am not going back to school for studying after 17 years of studying and it feels sooo wiered..I still work at university but seeing all the students make me depressed...I feel like I am wasting my time which I know logically thats not true but I can't help myself..I nearly cried today...but have to be optimistic and hope for the best...please god ...help me...direct me and show me the path to salvation:)

on saturday I went to Agora for the longest time...it was interesting and fun to see everyone again..after that we went to a chinese restuarant called "spring rolls"..I have never been a fan of chinese food but its the company that I went with not the food...anyhow it was great..after that we went to Pouria's house and we were there till 1:45 it was interesting..lots of load noises..:)and I am not sure if I saw a bit of jealusy...yesterday a bunch friends and I went to ISLAND LAKE and canooing..it was great:) I got to know someother people as well...I am so confused again...how do you think you can figure out if someone likes you or not?its soooooo hard